Being aware

I still have not pulled. I have made myself so incredibly aware of anxious times, or times that I am prone to pulling. I have talked about it out loud to my husband every time I can't seem to get my fingers out of my hair. I know that playing with my hair long enough will only lead to one place, and I want to stay far away from there. 

My bald spots are worst than I thought though, I really did a number on my scalp last week. I can not wear my hair down or in a headband anymore. So I bought some extensions to clip in. I have some pictures for a whole post on it. 

Right now though I'm recovering from a very very busy weekend, I have a lot of laundry to do and cleaning and other stuff. Oh yeah and I'm having some contractions. I hope the baby's not coming today, there's too much to do! 

Anyways, once things settle down today I'll spend time posting those pictures and writing about my decision behind these hair extensions.