I felt good about yesterday. I pulled that one on accident, and for the sake of getting started it's good enough for me to count that as my official "day one". I didn't pull all day, and I hardly played. After what happened the day before I had no desire to pull. Well... of course I had the urge, but it wasn't worth it to me. I'm so glad I was able to make that choice.
Night time came and I started playing with it more. I kept stopping myself and pulling my fingers out of my hair.
Today I'm not as sure as yesterday but it helps that I made it through yesterday. Here we go for day two. My goal is to not accidentally pull and to not play with my hair. If I find something that needs to get out, I don't know if I'll have the strength.
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